Hi there, I don’t know that this post would be ever be read. Anyways, I’m posting this to remind myself that I’m kind of neglecting the importance of this blog(and probably if you’re reading this would learn from this experience). It’s part of my self reflection helping me get motivated and get inspired to continue doing what I started and finish the COURSE!
So here we go!
I set goals late 2012 and did I ever reached those goals? It’s 2014 already and that means, I skipped the year 2013 year without doing anything related to my goals(there probably some reason). Did I only focused on getting things done for my job and never set aside time and energy to do something for those goals?
It’s time to face reality.
Well, I’m asking myself, did I just gotten excited at first facing the challenge from my past failures? Instead of learning from them, did I just quit and go back again to those old habit of spending much time in doing nothing(slumbering)?
The answer is partly YES/NO! I never abandoned my goals and actually, slowly realized that in part of my 2011 “SELF”, I don’t the capability to reach my goals without first doing something within me. Yes! within me. I haven’t visualize and believe that I may able to reach them(I lacked faith and haven’t done much trying). I have fear to handle bigger things. I also realized I lacked, knowledge, wisdom and understanding so to speak.
So 2013 is my BIG decision moment, to which route should I take. I took time studying and mastering WordPress, CSS3, HTML5, PHP, jQuery programming languages and partly RUBY. Also taken time learning how to draw cartoon(still need more to it). Why those? Well, they’re just part of God given WISDOM to me that I’ll be able to use in the future to help me reach my GOALS.
To summarize my “EXCUSES” – let’s say it.
- I do slumber and taken things lightly. – NOT much serious commitment.
- I actually, made myself “off” to Social Media and on blogging(lacked of passion).
- Changed my COURSE of DIRECTION for BENEFICIAL reason.
The main point is, I’m not giving up. I’m back to my feet to say I’ll continue until those goals are realized.
How about you? How many times did you failed reaching your goals? For me, as long as I realized that I failed, I know that I need self improvement and I should work where I fall short and start over again. I don’t know how you do your “self fix” but would be glad to hear your story.